Unexpected tears

It's Monday morning & while driving into work, I heard asong on the radio that just brought me to tears.
It wasn't "thee" song that reminds me of you so I was a little taken back.
It's called " I hope you had the time of your life"
And I couldn't help but think of you.

On Thursday, after work, I met Robert over at the cemetery. We planted some flowers & of course Robert put down more soil & grass seed. He will continue to make sure you only have the best, Im not surprised.

I saw Danielle on Saturday & then invited my friend Keith & Robert over. Sadly, they have a lot in common. They have both been & continue to be the ones who have to deal with everything.
No doubt that both you & Keith's father are proud of both of them.

I said to someone the other day, maybe Erin or Danielle. That when Im having a good day, I think that's when you're with me. But I feel guilty. I feel guilty laughing, even though I know that's what you would want.
I don't want you to ever think that Im ok without you here because Im not.
Im just trying to do what you would want me to do, what you yourself had to do many times during your life.

I miss you Dad - I know I say that over & over but God I miss you so much !