On Monday, another co-workers father died.
Today is the wake & I am so nervous to attend.
I actually have knots in my stomach.
I feel bad not going, as she came to yours.
My friends here are telling me I don't have to go but I feel like I do.
I also feel like I'm supposed to be "over" grieving you.
I don't know why.
Not one person has even implied this.
Last night I cried myself to sleep.
It was just a bad day.
I physically feel your absence & it hurts like hell.
I was talking to you a lot last night - even as I was trying to fall asleep.
I was asking you to please watch over me & please give me strength.
Im at work & would rather be in my bed.
Within the last year, 5 of us at work have lost our Dad's.
So sad
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