2 months tomorrow !

Tomorrow will be 2 months without you.
TWO months !
I have never gone 2 weeks without talking to you nevermind 2 months.

I'm finding that as time goes on, the pain gets greater.

Yes, I have my "good" days but Im REALLY REALLY missing you Dad.

So many things I want to talk to you about.
So many times I've gone to call you only to realize I can no longer do that, it's like a kick to the stomach.

In this moment, Im stressing out & not that you could "fix" the problem, you would talk me through it.

I look around at some of the people in my life who as grown adults still depend on their parents & I get angry.
Maybe jealousy is a better word.

I think I'm going to "visit" you today.
I'll just sit & talk & cry to you.

Maybe I'll leave feeling better.
That's what Im hoping for because today just sucks.