Dad's results

We got Dad's results last night.
Robert finally called the Dr because we hadn't heard anything.
As we all expected, the cancer has spread.
We aren't sure exactly to where & as much as we all sorta knew this, hearing it broke my heart a little more.
He goes back to see the Dr on Wed 1/22/14

Im trying my hardest to stay strong.
To appreciate the time I have with him, to take it all in.

I was with him & Rob last night.
Dad wanted chicken wings so I went & got him 2 orders.
He ate 15 of them !
I looked at him & he was licking his fingers like he was in paradise.
It was funny & it's a vision I will never forget.

Im amazed by this whole "journey".
How strange & surreal it all is.
One minute Im ok, Im laughing & going about life. And in the next minute I am crying my eyes out.