One more time

There's nothing I wouldn't give to have one more conversation with you.
To see you one more time, to hear your voice in person, to just be in your company.

My heart hurts so bad.
I am trying my best to keep going forward.
Im trying my best to make you proud.

Words alone could never express this heartache.

It can be so overwhelming at times & I fear that as time goes on, it will only get worse.

I can't believe we're approaching 3 months without you.

It still feels like yesterday but also feels like so much longer. Im sure that would only make sense to someone that lost a person that they loved so much.

I try to find comfort in knowing that you are no longer suffering.
But that's not always easy.
Because I know some of us are left to suffer without you.

I hope I made you just as proud to call me your daughter as I was to call you my father.

I miss you so so much !

And I'd love to hear you say "I love you too kid" one more time.
I am however, very grateful that those were some of the last words we spoke to each other.

Always & Forever in my heart !!!!