How?

I don't even know where to begin.
I don't think I've ever felt this way.
I don't think I've ever been so afraid.

How am I going to live without him in my life?
How am I going to survive without hearing his voice?

I am trying to be strong.
And in some moments, I even believe I am.
But in a matter of seconds that all goes away.
And I break down.

I just cannot imagine a life without my father.

My Dad.
My biggest fan.
My biggest supporter.
My rock.

I know he would want me to be happy.
I know he would want me to make him proud.

And I will try.
But I don't know how good Im gonna do.